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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
αlex - says:
Cupid don't pick on you!
Melissa says:
yes he does.
αlex - says:
Not at all, you two looked great together.
:/
Melissa says:
should have seen us before alcohol :)
αlex - says:
Well, he's a lucky guy.
He'd be a fool to lose you.
Melissa says:
i think thats the nicest thing you've ever said to me.
αlex - says:
Believe me, I say a lot nicer.
Just not to your face.
well and truly, made my day.
so ive come to the realisation that my friends, are actually the only thing that keep me sane now a days. my work used what kept me grounded. writing that lit essay and such, keeping my mind off all the drama, but now a levels has been such hell. a never ending road of economic graphs, simultaneous math equations and science mumbo jumbo with annoyingly long words you have to memorise and case studies on monkeys named Washoe who can communicate via sign language.. and now we're all just to busy for drama. :/ i dont know whether tp lament it or be thankful. but all i can do one someone asks me 'hows life back in brunei' is bitch and moan about how much i miss my friends who have left me and how boring i find school and how my life is a joyless black hole. (okay maybe not entirely true, but id like to think so ) :p I AM SO EMO.
I tried to paint you a picture, the colors we're all wrong.
Black and white didn't fit you.
ps; yes jane i know i promised you a post with pictures, etc. but but.. this weekend? then you can have more thing. =)! like the party pics from last week, and this week: more party pics, the sleepover tmrw night, plus international day! =D!
oo. thursday is off school! :D i never used to be so happy getting a day off in upper school. but when i heard it today, i swear. i felt like chuck norris. well, almost. :p hehehe.
x
Monday, November 2, 2009
HI? im only doing this for jane. ahhaha. truth be told i dont really have anything to blog about. now that school's started life's been so monotonous. i dont think everyone would want to read bout me going ' today i went to school, hung with chris, played football, played the drums, and went to bed.' right? HAHA.
and when funny things do happen, you dont exactly want to spend your time blogging bout them when youre out there actually doing it. hahaha. but okay, summary.
i spend about:
-50% of my days with Chris.
-40% at school.
-10% sleeping.
LOL. i dont sleep much. and thts probably horribly inaccurate, but thts sure as hell how it feels.
either way, i love facebook. im one them sad people who just, love facebook.. HAHA.
Ahmed Oyeleke
SocialInterview.com asked me "What is Melissa Tan good at?"
I answered ''I think the question is: what is Melissa Tan NOT good at wakakaka =p'
Sarah Simmonds
SocialInterview.com asked me "If you had never met Melissa Tan, how would your life be different?"
I answered ''It would be nasi katok-less. and it would be neighbour-less. And it would mean i wouldn't be able to talk to someone about basically everything. And it would mean i wouldn't be able to go home on many occasions. basically, it would be shit :P''
Sabs Chong
SocialInterview.com asked me "Do you think Melissa Tan will be famous? What for?"
I answered: "yes. for her prettiness/"
because all the social interviews make me blush. AHHA.
but i find it kinda sad. that ive kinda only been tagged in the 'nicest hair' thing. so superficial. why am i no one's best friend and noone always has fun with me, or smart, or cant live without me, or sweet or changed anyone's life. LOL. okay la im not complaining. well i am, but dont take me srsly.
I FEEL SO UNINSPIRED TO BLOG NOW. jane im sorry. i shall blog for you soon okay? pictures and all. love. x
Thursday, October 8, 2009
' Today I gave a book report for a book I've read the synopsis of and just about 5 pages of. I got 14/15' MLIA ;)
HAHAHAHA. so yes, i had a pretty decent day at school today :D
( aside from getting in trouble for skipping PE :( )
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
fuck im sooo depressed right now. i just deleted everything in my phone calendar by accident. i swear it fucking broke my heart. sigh :( i know its like really dumb but.. y'knw, sentimental things. first date, first kiss, fight night spent together, day he asked me out, etc etc etc. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (u)! and its not like i dont remember the days, i loved those days. but im bad with dates :( our anniversary, obviously i remember.. but.. other things. the littler things, that mattered too.. but y'knw, sometimes you need a little help remembering. bigger sigh. i know it may sound as if im being overly dramatic, but its as though part of my memory is missing. like, i dont have reassurance anymore.
how dependent we are, (well, i am) on technology these days..
Labels: rants
Friday, October 2, 2009
and i've never been more sure, because this love is so ideal. and i'm honoured to be in it♥
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
FUCK I JUST REALISED TOMORROW IS MONDAY BECAUSE OF THT WHOLE WEIRD WEEK THING.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. NO MATHS. OMG SHIT YES ^%#&$%$&$$%^#^&&*&^$@#@$#@$%$*&*&^&%##@@#@!$#@^%^&&^%^#%&%$&^%* $W% @%@
capslock and profanities cannot even BEGIN to express my delight.
after thought: sorry, tht was abit much.. i hate a level math. :(
Because my dreams get real bizarre.
i love this. i find it so cute. :) i really like Owl City to be honest.. haha. they're so raaandom. saltwater room is pretty good.
and .. i've been so.. busy. i hate how much homework i have. and it just hit me this morning when i was scrambling to wake up at 4 a.m so i could finish my econs homework. and i haven't done that since like, the last few weeks of term3 in year11 when shit was really intense because of exams and stuff. this is wayyy too early in the year to be doing this. =( but i guess if i went home last night then i wouldn't have had to do that.. my dad saw me doing homework this morning and he was like ' see la, dont come home last night, now you haven't done your homework, yadayadayada'
but today i came home. like, straight after school (slight detour for food but that only takes like an hr), which is a rarity these days. i like having time man. i hate a levels. i like lazy days where i can afford to laze around and not do anything and still have a chance at an A* on your exam. i want year 11!!!
i didnt think i'd miss it this much. like srsly. even the classes i hated the most and i classed as the epitome of boredom and i just detested are like 10x better than the classes i count mediocre now. ahh those things i took for granted =(
on the agenda tonight? math, psyc, bio, econs. i might not do the psyc though.. it's due friday.. but everything else is tomorrow. biggg sigghhhhhh. im actually getting a tad melancholy writing this; dreading the next couple hrs.
but on the BRIGHT SIDE, ms. shari is back in jis. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. missed you loads man. you make me so happy. its so weird. ahha. love you. x
(i'd go back to the down side, ie; anisa,aishah,karim,ian, etc being gone, but.. homework gets me down enough.) im sound so.. juvenile. :x lol.
cheers.